I would love to believe that somewhere inside my being, theres that hopeless romantic girl that was there before. They say only time will tell (who's they, idk). Unfortunately I could die any time, I'm impatient, and I want this too much to just wait it out. So every day I wake up thinking "this could be the day I am open to that kind of love again." I'm sure that I'm not the only one who just wants to be happy and in love again.
I don't know if that's ever possible, though. I am partially convinced that I will just have to tell myself that I love whoever I'm with for the rest of my life, even if it's not entirely true.
I hope that's not the case, but I'll have to wait and see. I hate waiting. Bull shiiiiiiiitttterhead.
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